I Miss You

Six years still feels like just yesterday.... thats all that can really be said. Happy Birthday

This time I’ll be there.

I’ll be there to say goodbye,

To celebrate your journey,

To not take life for granted,

To not take your life for granted,

To use my body to warm you back up,

To hold your hand,

Breathe life back into your lungs

Like the September breezes that

Remind me of you.

To call your name

Loud enough that you would feel

It in the pit of your soul

Only to rise from this eternal slumber.

This time I’ll save you

From your inner struggles,

Constantly at war with your mind.

Everyday is a battle,

And I know its painful.

This time I’ll fight with you

Become you secret service agent

To jump in front of you went the shot of Death passes by.

Part take in each tribulation

Carry your exhaustion on my shoulders

This time I’ll be there

Be interested in any and everything you

Have to say

Listen to your stories

Take heed in your guidance

Be thankful for the wisdom God has bestowed upon

You.

Sing our favorite songs

Talk for hours until we fall asleep

So you don’t have to be alone,

with your inner thoughts

I’ll rewind time to go

Back just to lay near you

Enjoy every second

If only I had this time, or next time

But my last time was my last time

And i

Can’t change the past

Only

Endure the results of our last words

To carry through the present

Try to fill my void from you of

Something else

But each is a constant reminder

Of what I did not get to

Do

Had I still had you

I miss you

Mom